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‘The Trail’-a short story

This story is one of the few that is actually inspired by a real person, and thus I hold it very dear.  Although it was not one of the 50-plus entires accepted to be published in the anthology ‘Eclectically Cosmic’ from Inklings Publishing I still think it’s pretty good.  You can read my hilarious horror story ‘Even Aliens Watch Reality T.V.’ in the upcoming anthology.

Until then I hope you enjoy ‘The Trail’-the story of Ben, a solider, who hikes the Appalachian Trail by himself months after coming home from war.

 

 

The Trail

by Melissa Algood (2015)

Ben thought about the war a lot. It was on his mind twenty-four hours a day. He’d been unable to fully get back into the swing of normal life, so his parents had him move back home, until he got on his feet they’d said. His siblings tried to help him forget by bringing him to parties they’d been invited to, out to a movie, or just for a drive.

But at parties some idiot would inevitability ask him if he’d killed anyone when he was deployed. What was his answer supposed to be? If it was no then he was a pussy. If it was yes then he was a murderer. How do you explain that after three tours in the ‘sandbox’ he couldn’t stop checking the crowd for enemies? Or that he never looked relaxed because he was always at attention?

Movies weren’t much better. They were too loud, and he’d concentrate on the people around him rather than the film. Every gesture they made was suspect even though his sisters promised that the teenagers in the theater were just goofing off, eating popcorn, or checking their phone.

He was stupid enough to go to some movie his older brother recommended that involved guns and a car chase. It brought the war back in vivid detail, from the death of his partner, to the sirens waking him at night. Ben’s fists clenched onto the armrests until the credits rolled. The shots that fired rung in his ears and he would be covered in sweat. Not out of fear, but out of memory. When a body dropped on screen it reminded Ben of everyone he’d seen fall in the sandbox. He wished he could say that their faces weren’t burnt into his memory. That their empty eyes didn’t haunt him. But they did, all thirteen of his brothers that died in the sandbox were with him. Always.

And the long car rides were the worst. Can’t really be comfortable in a car when you didn’t have a grenade launcher within arms reach. Everyone went on with their lives the four years he was gone, but Ben’s had stopped. They didn’t understand that he wasn’t really Ben anymore-he was a Marine.

 

He’d only been home a couple of months before he sat his parents down in the living room. Ben’s mother wrung her hands; she wore her apron stained with bacon grease from making breakfast. His father leaned back in his recliner covering half his face with his hand; maybe he already knew what his son was going to tell them. That he needed to be free.

Ben had never been described as loquacious, even less so after his deployment, so he got right to the point. “I’m going to walk the Appalachian Trail.”

His mother chuckled. “Oh, baby you just got home.”

He didn’t know how to explain that he’d never really come home. “I need to.”

“Why?” Her dark eyes glistened. “Who are you going with? How long do you want to leave us?”

Ben sighed internally. He thought she might cry, but he still didn’t want to be the cause of it. Again. “I’ll go alone. It will take as long as it takes.”

“But it so far away…bears…rain…” She went on into a tizzy, and Ben let her, although he didn’t necessarily imprint her worries in his gray matter.

He was going to hike the Appalachian Trail, and that was literally the only thing he cared about. The fresh air, strenuous exercise, and new experiences were what his soul craved. The hike would be a reset button on his life, and was much needed because he was tired of being an unemployed twenty-five year old single guy that lived in a rural South West Texas town.

The trail would help him recover the parts of himself he’d lost to the war. He’d get back meaning in his life.

“Now, Sarah.” Ben’s father leaned forward and took his mother’s hand. He sandwiched his wife’s wrinkled hand between his own age spotted ones. “Our boy really isn’t a boy anymore.”

“He’ll always be my baby, and I want him safe, at home, Joseph.”

“I understand that, but if he can take care of himself over there in the dessert, then he’ll be okay taking a little hike.”

Ben didn’t feel it was the time to add that it would at least take five months to hike from Georgia to Maine.

Joseph continued unaware of his son’s thoughts. “He’ll be fine. No bear can get our son if those terrorists can’t.”

He grinned and smacked Ben, which made him flinch. Being touched was still something he wasn’t completely okay with, even if it was his father giving him a ‘thatta boy.’

 

A few weeks later he kissed his mother on the cheek, shook his father’s hand, hugged his sisters, and gave his brother a high five before he boarded the bus to Georgia.

“Call us when you get there, Ben,” Sarah, his mother said.

Ben nodded. Although he wasn’t taking a map, since the trail was marked so well, much less a cell phone. He’d promised his father he’d send a letter addressed to his mother every time he crossed a post office.

 

It was green, so green. If he were a poet instead of a solider Ben would be able to describe the drops of water that clung to the leaves. Or that each plant reminded him of the foliage he saw in movies about dinosaurs. The sky was majestic with shades of orange, red, and finally a deep purple as the sun set. The clean air invigorated his lungs. Basically everything he experienced in nature he found to be the opposite of everything he’d seen during his three tours in the sandbox. Birds chirped in the morning and evening, frogs sounded like fog horns as he lay in his sleeping bag staring up at the ever expanding stars, and he came across the occasional snake that he left alone.

He became part of every living creature he came in contact with. The trickling river washed away the constant noise in his head, and the nightmares. With each step forward he propelled himself closer toward peace.

For hours he watched a mourning dove build a nest using twigs and leaves it gathered from the forest floor. In the sunshine the feathers on its chest were snow white, while it’s wings were tan camouflaging the bird in the tree. Ben realized that it was building a home, something that he wanted to do one day as well. Although he’d never contemplated it before as he watched the bird create its future that he wanted one of his own. Ben wanted a strong woman by his side; buy her a beautiful house where they could raise their kids. He laughed to himself as he pictured a couple of kids playing on the tire swing that he’d put up for them as his wife finished up the chicken fried steak for dinner.

 

Ben made it to Maryland spending most of it ignoring the hikers he encountered letting the forest take over his spirit like moss on a tree. There were signs letting hikers know a town was near, so he left the trail to go into town to go to the post office, and pick up supplies. He decided to spend the night in one of the cabins along the trail. They’d been built specifically for hikers to stay in a bed with access to hot water. Ben paid the owner’s wife for the evening and she told him that dinner would be served at sunset so he’d have enough time to wash up.

When he looked in the mirror his face shocked him. His beard was long, dark, and wiry. He thought about shaving, but decided that he’d keep it. Ben had long been tormented about his baby face, but that wasn’t a problem anymore since his mountain man beard obscured most of it. It took three shampoos to cut through the grease in his hair that was long enough to tie back. Although he couldn’t be sure if he smelled like death before the shower, his skin felt clean and smooth after hot water poured over him. He put on fresh clothing that he’d bought in town. Ben’s new undershirt was stark white, his flannel button up was soft, his jeans were dark blue rather than splattered in mud, but he wore the filthy boots his mother had bought him before he left Texas.

The wooden table in front of the cabin was large enough to hold a dozen people, but tonight it had only a handful including the owner and his wife. Ben sat down and served himself from the bubbling pot of chili, buttered some cornbread, and took a sip from the frosted glass of lemonade.

“Heard you’ve been going the trail solo, son,” A man with gray scruff and bright blue eyes sat across from Ben, and after the man spoke he bit into his cornbread.

Ben nodded.

“Strong, silent type, perfect for the trail.” A thirty something blond woman sitting next to gray scruff man mused.

Ben shrugged.

“I’m Tim,” gray scruff man wiped his hand on his pants then stuck it across the table.

Ben shook Tim’s hand. “Ben.”

“Good to meet you, Ben. I’m Annie,” the blond woman said, and then she leaned over to Tim. “He’s got the look.”

Ben swallowed a mouthful of chili; its spices lingered on his taste buds after it was gone. “The look?”

Tim chuckled heartily. “This is our third time on the trail, and we’ve found there are two types of people that walk it alone. Those that want to remember, and those that want to forget. You have the look of the latter.”

Ben didn’t know how to respond so he shoved the rest of the cornbread into his mouth in lieu of an answer.

“It’s not a girl though. But you lost something, didn’t you, Ben?” Annie asked.

Ben finished his lemonade.

“He lost himself, babe. He’s hiking the trail to find himself again.” The bushy gray eyebrows on Tim’s ragged square face came to a point. “Am I right, Ben?”

Ben nodded. His dinner was almost finished, and it might have been the fact that he hadn’t spoken to anyone in so long, or the fresh air that unblocked his voice because Ben found himself taking to strangers. “I’m a Marine, came back from my third tour in the sandbox to stay with my parents in Texas. But it was all too much. Or not enough. I needed…” he didn’t know how to articulate his desires, for so long his only needs were those of his fellow solider. “To start over I suppose.”

Tim smiled, the full moon that hung above them lit up the deep wrinkles in his aged face. “You’re almost there, son. There’s a little twinkle in your eye. The trail does that to you. It gives you back everything, that’s why you never take anything from it because someone else needs to see that rock or tree, too.”

Ben grinned, for the first time in years. “You’re right. I feel free…almost.”

 

Like so many things in life, the end was the hardest part. By the time Ben got to Baxter State Park the trek was tumultuous. The trail was steep, rocky, and covered in red pine and balsam fir. Above the trees the mountain became steep, the heavy winds and poor soil stunted the conifers, but on the horizon was Ben’s goal. The peak of Mount Katahdin was the finale of Ben’s journey and he knew that he’d reach it that very day. He’d come across a few hikers that looked ragged, but Ben knew that they too felt the elation of completing a journey that few had attempted much less completed.

Each step of his journey had been a step towards living not just surviving. He’d replaced the need to be on guard with the ease of enjoying the world around him. Every day had released him from the cage he’d unknowingly locked himself inside. Now that his soul felt free again all those that he’d lost had become a deeper part of him and would live in his heart, becoming immortal. He’d never tell anyone, but a few tears escaped as the realization of this change filled his mind.

When he reached the peak after six months and three days from the start of the hike Ben didn’t know if it was the lack of oxygen that made him dizzy, or if it was the pure unadulterated bliss that filled him. He sat there for a while remembering all his buddies that he’d lost, and although they wouldn’t be able to walk the trail themselves, the fact that he thought of them as he sat there and all along the way meant that they had trekked it themselves in a way. Ben had taken his mother, father, sisters, and brother with him as well. They all lived inside of him, in his heart, and now that his soul felt free again all those that he’d lost were now immortal.

He took one last gulp of air from the summit before he hiked back down so he could camp out in the trees before finding his way to the nearest bus stop and back to Texas. Ben felt lighter than the birds that flew above him knowing that he’d see his family soon and tell them all that the pieces of him that were so broken had begun to mend.

The sun was starting to set when Ben reached the tree line. He smelled meat cooking and felt a longing for human company. He decided to break his unintended vow of silence. Never before had he been so excited to talk to someone. As he neared the group sitting around the campfire he heard laughing. They were a group of six, and although he couldn’t officially ascertain their ages as he drew closer he assumed they were his peers based on their banter about music and how much they missed beer.

“Hey, man!” One of the guys called out.

“Ah a fellow hiker!” A girl cried.

“Come on and join us.” Another bearded hiker waved Ben over.

“Yeah,” a girl giggled while the first guy tickled her. “We got plenty of s’mores.”

Ben’s mouth watered as the scent of chocolate and marshmallows filled his nostrils. “Thanks.” He sat down on a fallen log next to a girl with red hair that matched the fire, and turned to her. “I’m Ben.”

She licked the chocolate off her fingers, then wiped her hand on her jeans, before she shook his hand. “I’m Monica. Did you want me to put one on the fire for you?” She held up a branch with a marshmallow on the end.

“That would be great, thanks.”

Monica tucked a lock of hair behind her ear. Her face was free of makeup, but her skin was the color of milk. It made Ben thirsty. “We’re waking up at dawn to make it to the summit if you want to come.”

“I’ve already been there, saw y’all on my way down.”

“Whoa, so you’ve already made it all the way thru.” Monica turned the marshmallow so it browned on both side.

“Yeah, it’s beautiful. Almost as beautiful as you.” Ben said it without even thinking, but he knew it was true.

She giggled, her dark eyes danced. “You’re sweet. Maybe you should come with us, that way you can say you’ve been there twice.”

“That would be cool,” Ben sighed and tilted his head back to see the night sky trough the trees. “Then I can tell all my friends back in Texas that I broke a record.”

Monica’s eyes widened. “You’re from Texas?”

“Yeah,” Ben nodded.

“That’s so crazy, I’m from Houston.”

“Me, too.”

Monica sandwiched the marshmallow between he chocolate and graham crackers. “It’s as if we were meant to meet.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well my friends and I all met at Georgia Tech, and decided to do the hike after graduation, but we lived in the same city, and we met here. In middle of the woods. In Maine a state neither of us have a connection to.”

“I guess you’re right.” Ben grinned at Monica. The group around them kept talking but Ben couldn’t make out a word, the only thing in his world was Monica. “We probably shouldn’t sneer at fate when it worked so hard to get us to meet.”

“It only makes sense that you come to the summit with us then.” She nudged Ben in the ribs. “Fate wants you to.”

“Let’s toast,” Ben said as he held up his s’more.

“To what?” Monica asked as she held up hers.

Ben thought of all he’d learned on his hike through the Appalachian Trail and decided that there was only one thing that was truly precious. “To life.”

“To life,” Monica agreed. They touched the edges of their s’mores together.

Ben bit into the s’mores. He didn’t know what the future held, but he did know that he would climb back up the summit with the pretty girl he met by chance in the middle of the woods.

He’d break a cardinal rule and take something from the trail: Monica.

 

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